And Then My Heart Sings To Me.....

The world is so vast

That I can see no end

A road is stretched in front of me

Having neither a slope nor any bend

I know not where my destination lies

Yet I'm walking without any halt

With the hope of reaching a door one day

Beyond which lies my destiny, with no fault

Whether or not I may reach the door?

A thought sometimes comes to my mind

Concentrating on what 'm looking for

I suppress the feeling of such kind

I keep on walking with a strange confidence

Knowing not why 'm so sure

That all this time there is someone with me

Who gives me strength to walk some more

And then my heart sings to me

It is the faith u have in your Lord

And truly now I know it too

It is no one but the Mighty God

*ayshah*

We need to believe in ourselves.....

So I was listening to this funny radio show and a girl calls in. What she said was far from being funny. She talked about how she was fed up of her life and could face the world no more. Just because of her being ugly, every body treated her as if she were some 'piece of shit'. After listening to her, there was one thought that kept bugging me the whole night, COULD THERE POSSIBLY BE 'ANY' SOLUTION TO THIS??? and that was when I ended up writing the very poem that follows. This poem talks about "FAITH", 'faith in oneself', how instead of looking for flaws in one's own self and fretting over them, one needs to believe in oneself. And once that faith and belief is there, then what-the-world-thinks doesn't really bother you anymore.

A QUESTION

I have lost the feeling of contentment

I have forgotten what happiness is

Nothing makes me smile

Nothing makes me weep

Nothing makes me laugh

Nothing makes me cry

I try to feel the sense of happiness

But I don't know why

I am always in vain

No matter how hard I try

People around me laugh and cry

But I don't get it, why can't I?

Am I not normal or are they abnormal?

Somebody please tell what is my problem?

THE ANSWER

O dear!

Don't be sad

And don't even think

That you have gone mad

There is nothing wrong with you

You are absolutely on track

Actually your problem is

That all your life

You have been looking for

Flaws in your own self

For instance, why aren't you happy?

Why aren't you sad?

Why aren't you this?

Why aren't you that?

Trust me dear

When you stop doing so

You'll definitely be happy

As you were before

*ayshah*

Together We Shall Die!

Anything i can dare
For the only one i care
The moments that i spare
With no one to share
The thoughts that i wear
The sounds that i hear
For the only one, but where?
I look for here and there

I want to fall on you
Like the drops of dew
For all i knew
Was i, standing in a queue
Waiting for you
To show me something new
As you are among the few

No care whether i die
Or even if i fly
To the beautiful sky up high
Always i will try
Not to make you cry
For no one can deny
As you are my
Most precious toy
And together we shall die


*ayshah*